I Thought I Knew

Work is kind of slow lately.

I want to work on a new project. But then I'll definitely miss construction administration. Oh well.

Do I know what I want? May be not. But I am sure I'll be just fine whichever direction I head toward. Just need to keep my head up. And keep smiling.

More than Half Way through

Three years, these three years was a memorable one. Of course, it's sweet too.

I just couldn't believe time flies so fast. First day of work just seems like yesterday. I could picture the details in my mind, it's so clear. Three years ago I haven't yet even graduated from architecture school,

The Changing of the Seasons

A cold and drizzling Monday morning. I rushed out of the door as usual and a reminder of myself, should go to bed earlier tonight. I am not in a mood for work at all. A day like today makes me want to snuggle up in a soft, clean bed and just stay there. Maybe reading, maybe sleeping, maybe just doing nothing. Definitely with a warm cup of hot cocca and appreciation for the changing of the seasons.

Even I am not in a mood for work I still need to work. Leo (one of my bosses) announced in the Monday morning meeting that we'll have an extra day off on that Friday after Thanksgiving. After all.

I spent the last three post Thanksgiving Friday in the office. Has it been that long?

It'll be the forth starting this Thursday.

Heart

I don't know how this started, but long story short.

The project I am working on is in construction, which means I am doing construction administration. My project manager Rob is extremely busy that he's two more projects on his hands. So he started to meet with me to discuss what we can do to work together more efficiently, also push my development and responsibilties.

Then I realized I have problems.

Because of my early childhood experience, I trend to be quiet, very quiet. I am afraid to make mistake. I am lack of confidence. I am too careful in each step of my life.